Ginger is an 11-year-old King Charles Crocker Spaniel in Puyallup, WA who needs $750 for surgery to drain excess fluid in the abdomen.

Ginger and i have had a very long difficult, hard but successful road i got her when i was 19 years old she started out my adult life with me, watched me grow, transform, and make the choices to form me into the person i am. we have been through so much together not by choice but by fate she was put here for me so i could understand that the world is not what i was led to believe as a complicated, fostered adolescent. All of the negativity i acquired from insecurities and uncertainties started to show glimpses and screen shots of a more positive outlook and view on not only people but life in general and possibilities of a brighter future. without our bond and love for eachother i would be stuck with a very unhappy and negative perception of the world ....
uncertain & unsure-because i wasn't in control of my own life
(she helped me to establish responsibility for myself and another life )
cold-not being able to see the bigger picture of the distance and detachment from others
(she is never cold towards me & she/we are the bigger picture)
cruel- unable to gain or grasp the true meaning behind others choices and/or words
(she has no words only her actions display her feelings and only mine show and reciprocate)
my life before her was soaked with sadness covered up carefully by a mask of damaged glimpses of hope and unknown will to survive over ran by the fear of being alone/rejected or forgotten. our relationship started as a mutual need from one another i needed a friend and she needed food and shelter but after some time she slowly became my reminder and reason to continue to allow myself to feel, to not completely desowen my inner self and become the cutoff cold and cruel sort of individuals i had become so used to . I believe she is my souls perfect counterpart she's my life's level,
the Good to all the bad,
my gift for all the unwanted yet still displayed strength,
the yin to my yang,
my hero,
my friend,
my teacher,
my consistent,
my very own true and pure example of unconditional Love.
I understand how that might seem ridiculous or over exaggerated especially those with a more stable, upbringing or at least more secure relationships with others. Each to their own but the truth is My little Ginger has brought me happiness where happiness was long forgotten. She has made me a better person in so many ways and please do not take light when i say has saved my life both in a literal sense and figurative one and that alone is the reason i will continue to fight for hers because she is worth it. shes worth another day another year whichever turns out to be allowable. Doesn't everyone else want the same things.... just to feel safe, comfortable, loved , and cared for when were unable to care for ourselves. Taking her life is not an option for her and i. I am not capable of making that decision nor do i feel like it should even be one given to me. If she were in the same position roles reversed she would love me to death not decipher when is the best time for it to take place.